August 11, 2015

Adam (6MO) tumbuh gigi and mengesot

few days ni adam demam..
tengok-tengok ada gigi 1..
so cute..

and this 1 week towards 7mo dah mengsot ke depan.
laju plak tu..

go baby go!!

May 22, 2015

Me and Clary Sage to induce labor

http://www.birthwithayuni.com/blog/she-was-41-weeks-pregnant-and-this-is-how-she-induced-labor-naturally-within-24-hours

 
This HypnoBirthing mom was confiding in me beginning from week 39. Her first baby was born at 39 weeks so the expectation for this second baby was naturally that he would follow his big brother's footsteps.

But baby had a different idea.

He stayed on cosy in his mom's womb till 41 weeks, playing and active as usual. Mom was so restless. Everyday we talked to calm her nerves. There was just too much pressure from everyone to get her chemically induced.

Apart from the facts that he was 41 weeks and in posterior position, doctor checked the baby and found that everything else was peachy. Nothing else warranted a chemical induction except if you want to consider other people's trepidation as a cause for induction.

Then it occurred to me that I have some essential oils that I bought for the purpose of helping my laboring HypnoBirthing mothers. *facepalm*

I posted 15 drops of each Clary Sage, Myrrh, Lavender and Basil to her.

She received them the next day and immediately applied Clary Sage and Myrrh on the acupressure points to induce labor.

Her surges began within 24 hours.

WE ALL HEAVED A BIG SIGH OF RELIEF!! Her emotional stress just melted away and that was my main concern. Her baby was okay. She wasn't.

Long story short...

She had an unassisted en caul birth in the hospital with first degree tear.

:)

May 14, 2015

Meniarap

Adam dh pandai meniarap..
Belum masuk 4 bulan lagi. Cepat!!!!

Rezeki

Susu time pantang pump

Satu hari balik peti ais tk tutup rapat
Semua cair
Nangis


Mmy siram kt tanah je.. 

Ada lg few plastic bags x process.

Tkpe ade rezki lg baik ye adam...

May 8, 2015

aeyyman jaga adik

mommy busy kat dapur..

adik nguwek

mommmy: aeyman tlg tengok adik ek

aeyman berlari..

still dengar adik nguwek

mmy tinjau..

aeyman tengah cium2 tangan adam.
usap usap kepala...

syh...

jangan nangis.
jangan takut
abg adaa...

sangat touching dengan sifat dia.. kasih pd adik.

3Month Old Adam

Cepatnye awak besar.
suke sangat isap jari.
sekarang ni trying to reach his own foot.
dapat.. ngap masuk mulut.

satu pagi siap nak pegi keje
dengar adam nguek.

takpe la. settle ni dulu.

then diam

mommy jengah..

tengah busy tarik kaki. comel sangat.

ekk ekkk.. marah tak dapat kaki sendiri.

mommy rindu la.
Allah ja tau  hati mommy ni.

tap mungkin ada sebab.
kenapa mommy masih di sini.
mungkin belum betul doa nya.
mungkin belum masanya.

tapi melihat kamu membesar few hours a day buat mmy sebak.
tapi tadi. video orang buta "merasa" rupa anak sendiri dalam kandungan buat mmy tersentap.

betapa perlu bersyukur.
Dia sebaik pengatur jalan



Aeyyman nak pegang adik belakang

Alhamdulillah.

setakat ni takde sakat adik.

hari hari nak pegang adik belakang.
lepastu ambik gambar.
tengok tengok. sengih sendiri.

sekarang dah pandai tidur sendiri.
dah pandai lepak dalam bilik kunci pintu.

aeyman nak duduk sorang sorang dalam bilik... dengan adik..

kadang nak tidur tu suruh mommy tutup mata sleep dulu.
dia nak buat apa tatau.. main la dengan ultraman sorang2.

betapa masa menginjak pantas.
tak terkejar.
risau.
namun tawakkal.

untuk mommy yg jahil ini.

tak cukup rasanya manja dengan anak.
sekarang ni adam kiri.. aeyman kanan
bergilir mommy tidur peluk cium.
pesan-pesan mana ingat.



Aeyyman yang petah

abah penah pesan
sesiapa masa kecil perkataan pertama sebut Allah
insya Allah
lancar cakap nya.

buat masa ni belum lg tanya pelik2.

just kelmarin

A question mommy been waiting.
But didnt expect this soon.
And mommy not ready for the answer.. yet.
smile emoticon
Ayah: aeyman gi ckp makcik.. makcik ada apa2 nk tolong?
Aeyman: x nak..
Mommy: eh ..aeyman kene tlg makcik ..Allah sayang org tlg org.. pot pet pot pet mmy bg syarahan..
Aeyman: mi.. mana Allah...??

mommy senyum. dalam hati melonjak
alhamdulillah. kau faham jugak untuk bertanya.
mana Allah....

maknanya segala zikir mommy masuk dalam kepala.
setiap kali  beli toy mesti mmy pesan

seronok tak?
siapa beli? .. mommy katanya
siapa bagi? .. Allah katanya.

moga faham..
tiada apa dapat mommy iringkan hanya doa penguat untuk hatimu anakanda.
agar akidah kukuh. bismillah..


THE DAY YOU BORN 18 JANUARY 2015 (CHAT)

CHAT WITH BFF

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 13:47]
Bismillah. Ptg ni i gi spital yang

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 13:47]
Doakan ek

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 13:47]
Td gi klinik doctor kte all oke

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 13:47]
Cuma placenta dh matang

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 13:48]
N bby kepala jauh n i still x dilate

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 13:48]
Insyaallah....moga u n bb sihat2

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 13:48]
U go for induce eh?

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 13:49]
I doakn dari sini eh....

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 13:49]
??????

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 13:49]
Ikut kte suami

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 13:49]
I pun dh plus minus 2 hari bg can kt badan

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 13:50]
Faiz suh tawakkal

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 13:50]
Xpe...redha suami tu penting

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 13:50]
Mybe induce

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 13:50]
U pon kena redha n ready for anything.

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 13:50]
Huhu

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 15:39]
Bby dh tk posterior

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 15:39]
Just that placenta dh matang

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 16:57]
Tkyah induce dh 3cm

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 16:57]
Tp kene tahan wad tk bg balik

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 16:57]
??

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:19]
Alhamdulillahhh

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:19]
U bwk gymball?

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:19]
Bykkn gerak

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:20]
Blk xleh ke? Pengsan kena byr nnt...h

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:21]
Hospital ampabg yangggg

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:21]
Huhu

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:21]
I suh faiz seludup gymbal

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:22]
Oooo

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:22]
Oklaaaa

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:22]
Bwk jeee

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:22]
Adim i pon seliludup

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:22]
Td naik wheel

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:22]
Request jalan x kasi haiyo

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:23]
Doktor tau ke u overdue?

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:23]
Tau

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:23]
Ni u pi jln wad.

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:23]
Tp dia kata tkyah induce

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:23]
Sebb dh engage n dh bukak

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:23]
Alhamdulillahhhh

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:23]
Syukurrr

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:23]
U rest n senam tau

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:25]
Tu la.. x dpt smua skit pon jd la

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:25]
Tk contrq tion lg

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:25]
Kurang2 eyman masa i pi dh active labor

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:26]
Xpeee

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:26]
Jgn compareee

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:27]
Kalo faiz dpt cr nenas, mkn...

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:27]
Elok utk induce

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:29]
Ok2

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:29]
Tgh squat atas kusi haha

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:29]
Cmne nk solat ginu

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:29]
Pi je surau

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:29]
[ Photo ]

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:29]
Xpon u bent'g sejadah sblh kayil

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:30]
Lalukn air atas tu

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:30]
Blh

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:30]
Tny ustaz

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:31]
I bljr blh ratakn...mcm org patah pakai cast tuh

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:31]
Oo ook2

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:31]
Nt i tya dia

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:32]
Nk berak ja i nih huu

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:32]
Pi berak

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:33]
Uztaz tau u dh admit?

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:33]
Dh berak skt ja

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:33]
Dh dh tau dh

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:33]
Kencing dh?

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:38]
Dahh

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:39]
Cmne dilate guna birthball ek

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:39]
Bounce kn

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:39]
Contraction mmg after dilate ek

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:40]
Eh....bkn la

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:40]
Xde kaitan langsung

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:40]
Dia bantu mcm u senam

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:41]
Masa surges tu dia dilate

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:41]
Ooo

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:41]
Tp i tk rasa surgr

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:41]
Xpe

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:42]
U xkenal kottttt

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:42]
Kekekekekke

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:42]
Dah...pi buat biasa...ronda2 n solat

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:42]
Sebb pg td gi klinik doc kata 1 jari ja

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:42]
Ni 3 cm

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 17:42]
Ok..tgu faiz jap

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 17:42]
Ohhh....kan anggaran je tuuuu

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:23]
I rasa surge kli ni.. klu dtg i sakit kepala la.. huu

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:24]
Normal...

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:24]
Dpt gymball?

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:24]
Cari position yg u selesa

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:25]
Smile yang....loosen jaw

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:30]
Dptt..

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:32]
??????

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:32]
Senyum yang...senyum....

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:32]
Hehe okeyhh

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:32]
Air minum....

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:32]
Nganga2 n buat zikir nafad

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:32]
Doktor tk buat ve nihhh

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:32]
Sampai i rase sakit

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:32]
Alhamduahhh

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:32]
Yahoo

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:33]
Means tggu active labor

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:33]
Bestnya ampang

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:33]
J birth ngn zikir nafas ble kan

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:33]
U solat cmne

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:33]
I kene bebel td

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:33]
Lagi bolehhhh

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:33]
Awat?

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:33]
Nape x ccheck up kpj

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:33]
Eh tk check up kk

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:33]
I solat duduk atas katil

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:33]
X leh gi surau

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:33]
??

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:33]
Oo...xpe

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:34]
Bawak sejadah x?

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:34]
Kalo bawak, bentang tepi katil

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:34]
Kalau u larat solat diri

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:41]
Kiblat cmne

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:42]
Tanya nurse or.ikut matahari terbenam

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:42]
Eh u solat atas.katil cmne? Tayah kiblat eh

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:42]
Kot i salah faham...hohoho

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:43]
Eh

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:43]
Haha

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 20:43]
Nt tye ustaz

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:44]
??????

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 20:44]
??

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 21:41]
Yang klu dia nk pecah ktuban cmne ek

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 21:47]
Boleh refused kan

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 21:47]
Kat poster tu tulis x?

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 21:48]
Btau je u tamau...nak tunggu dia pecah sendiri sbb u nak elak cord prolapse

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 21:48]
U dok single room ke

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 21:50]
Just blh kurngkn interventiio

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 21:50]
Yang dh spotting

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 21:50]
AROM tu intervention la

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 21:50]
U refused je

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 21:50]
Spotting pon tanda

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 21:51]
Ada keluar mucous plug?

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 21:52]
Mucus plug cmne

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 21:52]
Dia discharge mcm waktu kita subur

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 21:52]
Tp banyakkkkkk...berlendirr

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 21:59]
Tu smlm dh adee

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:01]
Goodddd progresss

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:01]
??????????

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:05]
Alhamdulillahhhh

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:05]
Smilingg... hii

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:05]
Kalau i lepak sujud podition ble kn

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:05]
Senyummmmm....ngangaaaaa....

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:05]
Boleh sangatttt

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:06]
Selama.2w baby buatbprojek dlm perut smp mommy muntah la kekonon gastrik la rupnya baby pusing...baik dia

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:07]
Haha

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:07]
Doc kte td slightly posterior

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:07]
Tp dia kta shudn b a problem

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:07]
Ai jumpe 2 doc

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:08]
Doc first kte dh pusing tp tk engage

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:08]
Doc 2 kte slight posterior tp engaged

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:08]
Occiput posterior ok

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:08]
Mcm rijal

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:08]
Dia ketepi

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:09]
Nnt dia pusing masa keluar ngadap atas...

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:09]
Ok tu...sonang jo insyaallah

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:10]
Alhmdulillahhh

MAILAL HAYATI, [17.01.15 22:11]
??????

Azriyani Mas, [17.01.15 22:13]
??????<-----buat gini

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:02]
[ Photo ]

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:10]
Goodddd

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:10]
Tp time tido u penat, tido...

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:11]
Aaa x faham

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:11]
Laaaa

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:11]
U x paham mana

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:11]
Timing ka

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:11]
Tido

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:12]
Tp time tido u penat, tido...

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:12]
Mknee

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:12]
Hahahahahaha

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:12]
Ngantuk tido

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:12]
Penat tido

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:12]
Mcm keling i

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:12]
Tkleh tdooo

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:12]
Eh masa bila i nk pnggl dok ek

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:13]
Surge lma ek

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:13]
Ni ok lagi ni

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:13]
Kang u rasa nak berak sgt, panggil

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:13]
Kekekekeekke

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:13]
Xpe...u kat spital je ponnn

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:13]
Lek lek je

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:13]
Faiz ada ke

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:13]
Nk berak lani

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:13]
I ni tk bgtau i dh spotting

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:13]
N cpntraction

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:14]
Tayah

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:14]
Klu bgtau confirm masuk labpe

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:14]
Labor

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:14]
Kalo u dah nak berak sgt

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:14]
Vompem hp pon u x pegang

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:14]
Ooo k k

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:14]
U dah transition tu x ingat apa dah....ingat nak beranak je

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:14]
Sebb nk standby suh faiz naik

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:15]
Faiz kat bawah?? Lahai....tabahnya......baiknyaa

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:15]
Ak a..hihi

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:15]
Cmne ek

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:15]
Ni u siap boleh relax, msg pepanjang ni

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:15]
U rasamlm ni tk

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:15]
Hahahha

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:15]
Yangggg

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:15]
I tatau

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:16]
Kang i tk larat inform faiz cmno

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:16]
U btau sesiap, kalo u miskol je terus naik

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:16]
Takde msg dah

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:16]
Ready speed dial no faiz je

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:19]
Ok2

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:20]
Ayuni kte once dh establish progr3ss cpt je

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:23]
Aah

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:24]
Tp tido tetap kena

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:24]
Ni tgh x xde surge cuba u lelap

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:24]
Xleh tdo

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:24]
U excited ke surges

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:24]
Evry 5 misn

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:24]
Xpe....ok tu

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:24]
I tido je

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:25]
Selang 5min tetaaapppp tido

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:25]
Ak a excited hahaa

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:25]
Lapo

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:25]
Kang dtg surges I bgn

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:25]
Eh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:25]
Nk berak smaua ada

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:25]
U xde mknn ke

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:25]
Dh td

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:25]
Kurma ada?

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:25]
Start surge i lapa

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:25]
Buat milo ke

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:25]
Bape biji telam da

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:25]
Hahahha

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:25]
Coklat bar lgz

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:25]
Bagus2

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:26]
Ni melantak mcm i aritu

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:26]
Kan

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:26]
Haha

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:26]
Siap buat nasik goreng, sambil joget surge

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:26]
Bestnyesurgr kt umh

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:26]
Eyman dgn sapa

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:26]
Mak ngah dia

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:27]
Iyee?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:27]
Baik makngah dia

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:27]
Haha dia x dpt dtg ade keje

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:27]
Tp i pakse sebb xde org available

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:27]
So tenang skt i kt spital ni

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:27]
Hihihi

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:27]
Okla....dia redooo

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:28]
Ustaz ada kat sini ka

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:28]
Tkdokk

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:28]
Yang klu i dh teansition sempt ke panggey doctor

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:28]
Ayuni dh todur no msg x jawab

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:28]
Tinggal u la mangsa i

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:28]
Sempatla

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:29]
Tima kasih sahabat.. hihi

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:29]
Ada call button x?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:29]
Ke u dekat dgn tmpt nurse?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:29]
Kalo wad 2nd class ada Mmb dlm bilik, mtk Mmb panggilkan

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:35]
Ok2

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:36]
I try tdo jp yng

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:38]
Ok...tido...i tgk movie

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:38]
Hihi

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:38]
Tdola yng jgn tgu i

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 00:39]
??????

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:39]
Tak....kebetulan i terlelap dah tadi...ni segar dah...

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 00:39]
Kekeke

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:25]
Makin kuat yang cmne nk tdo

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:28]
Senyummmm

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:28]
U dpt lena tak td

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:28]
Kejap ja

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:29]
Okla tu

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:29]
Breathhhh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:29]
Dh2

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:30]
Rase cm nk koyak dh kt bawah buat breath

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:30]
Pastu mcm nk berak sgttttt

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:31]
Dekat dah tu insyaallahhh

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:31]
Ritu eyman keluar pagi gini kan?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:31]
Kol 1am?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:31]
Ni Sket punya panjang u taip...hebatttt

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:33]
Klu eyman 1 jam 2 jam kelaur

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:33]
Yang blood byk dh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:33]
Cmno

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:33]
O...u turun tanda darah

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:33]
Hahaha

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:33]
Camno?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:33]
Camtu laaaa

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:33]
Nak beranak tuuu

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:33]
??????????

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:34]
Agak2 u ready nak panggil, ikut u

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:34]
Pggl dpc ek

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:34]
Doc

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:34]
Doc xde ni....kot? Bidan

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:34]
Sebb td katil depan ni kene que labor room pnuh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:34]
Yeke

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:34]
Memalam xde ek

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:35]
Hehe.....rezeki u kot labor sendiri

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:35]
Biasa mlm sorg dua je

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:35]
U pakai padx?

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:35]
Tk haha

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:35]
Kene ek

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:35]
Lorrr

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:35]
Malas pakai asek kencing je

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:36]
Abih darah tu camne

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:36]
Pi pakai pad

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:36]
Gi toilet

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:36]
Nk yak i buat j breath

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:36]
Kebersihan tetap kena jaga

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:36]
Keluar

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:36]
Oooo

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:36]
Dia menitik kat toilet....

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:38]
Dia mai eh....

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:38]
??????????

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:39]
Ak aa

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:39]
Cmne nk informc tk

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:39]
Ikut uuuu

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:40]
Dah ready nk check, u btau

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:40]
Jp try lyn bir5h ball

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:40]
U agak2 nk ride the waves layannn

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:40]
Hihihi...mst org bilik u pelik

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:40]
Pompuan ni nk bersenam ke nk beranak?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:41]
??????

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:42]
Dh srmua tgk2

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:42]
Hahaha

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:42]
Birthball ni kurng sakit la

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:42]
????

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:43]
Haah...bounce..bounce...

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:43]
Boing boing

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:43]
Nnt depa pk, kang tergolek kang, perut sama mcm bola

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:43]
Pastu pelik, u muka relax

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:43]
????????

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:44]
Hahah

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:44]
Tulaa

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:44]
I mmg setup bilik ni cm sepositif yg bleh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:44]
Sesenyum blh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:44]
Serumah blh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:44]
Visualizee

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:44]
??????????

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:44]
??????

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:45]
Proud of u mommy sengal!

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:45]
Hahahahhaha

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:45]
Kakak cehhh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:46]
Cmne nk tau bby ok eh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:46]
Bleeding x de pe kn

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:49]
Dia gerak2

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:49]
Ok bby tgh grk

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:49]
Bleeding normal

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:49]
U borak2 dgn dia

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:49]
Kalo org tua kata, bleedimg ni kembar darah

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:50]
Maksud kmbr drh?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:51]
Tu turun darah masa.surge

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:51]
Aaa. Kmbr drh tu mksudnye

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:52]
Tu la diaaaa

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:52]
Org tua kataaaa

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:52]
Kembar darah, kalo turun tanda darah

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:52]
Kembar air , ketuban pecah

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:52]
Aaaaa....mmy dah merapik ke?

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:57]
Ohhhh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:57]
Hahahaha

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:57]
X tau bab tu

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 01:57]
Aeyman pon darah kot

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:59]
Ooo

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:59]
Sama la dedua

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 01:59]
I bdk dua ni ketuban

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:01]
Yekee

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:02]
Wah

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:03]
Aah

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:09]
Yng klu mmy x stress bby x poo kn

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:09]
Insyaallah takkk

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:09]
Rijal pon poo

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:09]
Tp alhamdulillah ok

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:09]
Sbb relax

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:10]
So dia x inhale meco tu

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:10]
Ank buah i inh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:17]
Yekee

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:17]
Anakbuah u inhalle ek

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:17]
Haah...Adik I dah stress n penat

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:19]
Yeke

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:19]
Huhu

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:19]
Lama sgt ke

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:19]
Masuk nicu kn

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:22]
Dia dah saiko masa tu

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:22]
Tayah citer benda ni

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:22]
U fokus je kat breathing u

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 02:23]
Dok atas bola, kepala cuba landing kat tilam...tido

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:37]
Ha ah

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:37]
Tgh try ni

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 02:37]
Makin kuat surge

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 08:34]
Yang .....

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 08:34]
??????

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 08:34]
Tk larar

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 08:34]
Blakang sakit

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 08:35]
U tido x?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 08:36]
Pi mandi, sarapan....

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:24]
?????????? dab senyap ni....moga dipermudahkan n lancar urusan u yang....??????

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 11:50]
Baby dwliver in sa

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 11:50]
Aac

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 11:50]
Sac

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 11:50]
Without doctor

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 11:50]
Tp i got 1st degree teR

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 11:50]
Tear

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:52]
Masyaallah

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:52]
Alhamdulillah

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:52]
Yeayyyyyy

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:53]
Dalam karung penuh keeeee

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:53]
Bestnyaaaaa......ni lagi best bb ni

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:53]
Tahniah yangggg

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:53]
Waarghhhh....kissskissskisss

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:53]
????????????????

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:53]
Tear tu sket jee

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 11:54]
Rest well

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:00]
Ha byka sampai anussss

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:00]
Dia kata lepas ni nk give birth susah

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:00]
Dlm sac penuh. Dh keluar suma bru pch

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:02]
U push ke dia buat epi?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:02]
Yekeeee

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:02]
Baby special niiii

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:03]
Tipu susah

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:03]
I masa rijal dia epi smp anus

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:03]
Imah keluar ok jeee

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:04]
I push

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:04]
I position kananhaha

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:04]
Tgh layan contrqction

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:04]
Sedar2 rase nk puah

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:05]
Nk tukar all 4 tk larat

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:05]
Warghhh.....besttt

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:05]
Faiz ada dgn u?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:05]
Kalo 1 st degree tear means kulit luar je

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:05]
Not involving muscle

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:05]
Dia x nmpk dh crowning

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:05]
I pnggil dia suh sambut

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:05]
I ckp b. Sambut

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:05]
Dia cm jqp nak ken ing

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:06]
B sambut bby dh keluarrr

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:06]
Hahaha

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:06]
Best gilerrrrrr

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:06]
Faiz sambut keeeee

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:06]
Dia tgk terus tekejut

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:06]
??????

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:06]
Terharunyaaaaaaa

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:07]
Dh call ym?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:08]
Kalo yuni ada yunan baiyao u beli dgn dia....letak kat tmpt luka

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:08]
Nnt citer lg....pi bf bb....rest..mandi slowly.....

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:09]
Yarghhhhh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:11]
Pnggil nurse

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:11]
Not sure

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:11]
Rase dp tor

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:11]
Doctor sampai bby dh nk kuar kaki ja

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:11]
3rd degree yang

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:11]
Silap

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:11]
Swbb jahit lama

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:12]
Xpe....u happy tak?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:12]
Tear tu u buat senaman

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:12]
Kegal

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:12]
Dia jahit kt dlm labor room means x terul

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:13]
Kalo masuk OT, lain citer

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:13]
Jln slowly nnt....

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:25]
Bf mi ha melekapp

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:25]
Sia dia

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:25]
Td terus murse amek .. i kene jahit

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:25]
Nonstop bf

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:25]
Sian dia...xpeee

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:25]
Mmy kuat

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:25]
Nnt makan jaga

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 12:25]
Doktor ckp apa

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:34]
Xde ckp apa

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 12:34]
Cuma sister ckp nnt next time delivery klu tk btul blw koyak sampai anus

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:36]
Oh...means xdela koyak smp anuss

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:36]
Xpe...kegal exercise je

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:36]
Bila discharge yang

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 17:54]
Esok kot

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:54]
Eyman dh jmp adik?

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 17:55]
Dhhhh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 17:55]
Mula2 ok

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:55]
Nnt kurgkn tgk hp ms mlm or gelap

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 17:55]
Nmpk i bg susu nangis trus

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:55]
Alahaiiii

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 17:55]
Oo nape ek

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:55]
Eyman nenen lg ke?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:55]
Nnt jd lg teruk rabun u

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 17:56]
Tkk

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:56]
Sbb hp touch screen n mcm tv terang dia

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 17:56]
Tp suke mintk kiss nenen

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 17:56]
Oo fhm2

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:57]
Siannn

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:57]
Mcm imah

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:57]
Nk kiss nenen, peluk nenen

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:57]
Nnt buat jgk, jgn tak bg kiss

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:57]
Sian....nk sesuaikn diri tu

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 17:58]
Td i bg

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 17:58]
Bringkn dia

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:58]
Hihi

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 17:59]
Dh kencing n yak?

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:02]
Sape

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:02]
Bb?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:04]
U la

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:20]
Kencing dh berk lom

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:21]
Takutt

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:24]
Breath je

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:24]
Kencing pedih x?

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:24]
X alhmdulillhh

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:24]
Kalo x, mtk faiz beli belut n buat sup

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:24]
Insyaallah elok cpt luka tu

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:24]
Kalo x, means ok la tuuu

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:25]
Tula

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:25]
Montotla sakit

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:26]
I smpi skng xtau brpe kg bby

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:26]
Tkde info

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:26]
Hassle btul sini

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:26]
Iye?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:26]
Esok keluar tau la

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:26]
Baby cucuk bcg eh

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:26]
Blum

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:26]
Doakan i berjaya x cucuk

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:26]
Montot u sakit kat tongkeng ke apa

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:27]
Kt tmpt jahit

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:27]
U buat surat ke refuse?

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:27]
Before amus

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:27]
X byat

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:27]
Buat

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:28]
U perit kena jahit kottt

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:28]
I nk ckp dh book deposit klinik lain

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:28]
Ak a

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:28]
Rass tegang kan

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:28]
Oerit jahit

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:28]
Nnt sapu biji manjakani

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:28]
[ Photo ]

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:28]
Beli belut buat sup

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:28]
Biji.. waa lg skit

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:28]
Allahhhh

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:28]
Cimelll

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:29]
Comell

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:29]
Bkn bijiii

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:29]
Asah kat tepi lesung, boh air sket n sapu

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:29]
Bb ni pon special.....lahir 27hb

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:30]
Oo ok2

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:30]
27 means

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:30]
Mcm beza sket dgn eyman kan masa lahir?

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:30]
Haaaa

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:30]
Tatauuu

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:30]
Sgttttt

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:30]
Kakakakaakak

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:30]
Tp ok la dapat dlm karung

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 18:30]
Cuma xde gmbr

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:30]
Tp no fav diorg kn suka 7, 77, 21, 27

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:30]
Tu la

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:30]
Org tua kata kebal

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:31]
Nnt cuba tny ustaz

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:31]
Kekekekekek

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:31]
Arghhhh

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:31]
Nk bebiiiiii

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:31]
Nmpk lembut baby yg ni

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:31]
Sygggg dia

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 18:31]
????????

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 19:12]
Haha

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 19:12]
Ak a ni nmpk soft

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 19:12]
Ape lg yang.. sorng lgg

Azriyani Mas, [18.01.15 19:16]
Tu la... Insyaallah ada rezeki i suka jeee

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 19:30]
Amin i doakan

MAILAL HAYATI, [18.01.15 23:21]
Flu dh adkk eymannu

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 07:09]
Bkn flu tuuuu

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 07:09]
Tu lendir masa dia keluar

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 07:09]
X kering lagi

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 07:27]
Yekk..

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 07:27]
Mcm sneeze ja

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 07:28]
I rasa bby dpt feed 2 jm

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 07:29]
Sebb mase birth i bg nenen dia mcm tk suck

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 07:29]
Pestu i kne jahit

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 07:29]
??

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 07:32]
Ada bb tamau suck

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 07:33]
Ni bb dah nenen ke?

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 07:33]
If u rasa rengat kt perut, breath je tau

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 07:33]
Dh lma gk smlm bila dpyl

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 07:33]
Se bb mase i dakap tu dia berak

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 07:36]
Ooo

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 07:36]
Bb ada dgn u kn?

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 07:37]
Ke diorg amik letak dlm nursery?

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 07:50]
Ade rooming in

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 07:51]
Menjerit laaaa i klu amek

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 07:55]
Hihihi......

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:02]
Diq dpt kan colostrum

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:08]
Dpt insyaallah

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:09]
Kn baru keluar bbnya...selagi bb x suck, kolustrum tu dok je dlm tu

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:09]
Oke2

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:10]
Sampai skang x cyae ai gve unassisted birth haha

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:10]
Faiz ppn xdee

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:10]
Bkn faiz sambut ke

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:10]
Unassisted birth at hospital

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:10]
??????????

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:10]
Lain kan rasa dia

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:11]
U rasa segar, x sama kalo dgn intervention bagai

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:11]
I kagum gila dgr baby keluar dlm sac penuh

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:11]
Rare tu.

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:12]
Btulni sakit bawah je

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:12]
Klu x jahit ok ni

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:12]
Faiz sambut

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:12]
Biasa koman2 sac kat kepala je

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:12]
Tp nk breath out i sorng

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:12]
Yekk

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:12]
Nurse tye doc nk pecah ke

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:12]
I ckp jgnnnn

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:13]
Tp x dpt dcc

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:13]
??

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:13]
Tu yg surges u intense sket. Sbb sac penuh

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:13]
Masa I dgn imah dia puny surges tu power sampai la ketuban pecah, popppp

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:14]
Terkejut I. Baru kurg intense

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:14]
Karung tu bulging kat laluan mcm kepala.

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:14]
Kalo dpt gambar bestnyaaaaaa ygg

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:15]
Yekkkk..

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:15]
I byk gk breath out.. igt dh pch

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:16]
Tula gmbr xde

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:16]
Sedihhhh

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:16]
Faiz je nmpl

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:17]
Faiz tergamam ke yanggg

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:18]
Ayuni dah tau citer u?

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:19]
Dh dia suka i en caul

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:19]
Dia kagum i whatsapp ngn dia 20 mins before deliver

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:20]
Byk hikmah u tatau surges mcm mana

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:20]
Hahahahahahahah

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:20]
Besar hikmah jd mommy sengal ni.....lupa segala termasuk rasa surges tu

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:21]
??????????

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:21]
Takk

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:21]
I mcm ade break till the end

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:21]
Ade pause

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:22]
Tu yg time tu leh lg sms

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:22]
Tp surge mmg lamaaaa

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:22]
I dh giveup

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:22]
Tuhan tlg bg tkde labor

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:22]
Labormm klu tk mesti dh kene pecahxtuban

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:28]
Heheheh

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:28]
Tu laaa

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:29]
I senyum je kat sini bila u tny nak panggil doktor ke x

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:29]
Tk tahannn

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:29]
Pas u ckp labor room penuh, I dah teragak

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:29]
U ada rasa tk

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:29]
Give hp

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:29]
Ni silap2 beranak sdr.....I diammmm je

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:29]
Adeeee

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:30]
Tu la dia transition

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:30]
Oo yeke

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:30]
Hahaha masin mulut yu

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 08:30]
Oo tu ke transition

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 08:30]
I nak tunggu u transition, tp hp cas, wadi ajak keluar sarapan

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 14:53]
Patut blh amik gambar bagai

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 14:53]
Mati2 ingat u dlm labor room tp doc xde

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 14:53]
Haa ahh

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 14:53]
Wuhuuuuuu

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 14:53]
Hahahahahahaa

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 14:53]
Best gilakkkkk

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 14:54]
Doctor yg smbut bby.. mmg mintk maaf bertubi2 kt faiz

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 14:54]
Kebetulan dia lawat wad

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 14:54]
Dia la tarik baki uri

Azriyani Mas, [19.01.15 14:54]
Uri pecah ke intact?

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 14:54]
Dh keluar bru pecah

MAILAL HAYATI, [19.01.15 14:54]
Ikut kata faiz

THE DAY YOU BORN 18 JANUARY 2015 III






























March 26, 2015

handling 2 sons

kali ni mommy pantang kat ampang.
guna bibik. kononnya 2 months
tapi 1 month dah nak resign
tinggallah mmy dengan anak-anak

mula-mula kalut
lepastu belajar bertenang.
dapatlah rentak
menjadi ibu anak dua.

seronok time ni
handling anak.
bangun awal pagi
mandikan adam
pam
siap siap sarapan
main ngn aeyman
tengahari masak
kadang buat kerja office
adam senang jaga. bangun kejap2 je nk susu.

seronok kerjak t rumah sendiri ni
kalau lah ade rezki
kalau..
hermm..

aeyman sangat sayang adik
kadang mmy busy. nampak la dia cium adik senyap2
kadang2 tiru mommy

syhh... jangan nangis
abang kan ade

syhhh.. sayang sayang.
sayangggg..
mmy solat...
kejap ye
jgn nangis..

hihi so comel
tersentuh mmy tengok.

kt rumah time pantang
kadang gaduh ngn eyman
mane tak
asek nak tengok tv.
dah pandai rewind.
berebut remote je la..
tp worth it..

sayang anak anak mommy
semoga jadi anak soleh
dengar cakap
taat peritah
pelihara solat
sayang rasul dan keluarga..

March 24, 2015

Karangan hati abah diskusi dengan YM

Mengapa kita bingung memikirkan kekalutan hidup di dunia
Tapi jarang sekali memikirkan kekalutan yang akan dihadapi di akhirat

Mengapa kita kebuntuan menyelesaikan masalah di dunia
Padahal cahayaNya yang dekat menerangi dan memberikan jalan keluar

Mengapa hati terasa sempit dan luka
Sedangkan dengan mengingatiNya dijamin hati menjadi tenang dan bahagia

Mengapa mencari cinta yang akan pergi meninggalkan
Bukankah Cinta yang asli itu menciptakanmu dengan kasih sayang yang tak mampu kau ukurkan

Lihat apa yang ada di balik hatimu
Dengarkan apa yang dibicarakan Tuhanmu
Yang mampu difahami hati yang bening
Yang suci lagi tetap mengingatiNya

Lepaskan segala kekalutan
Hapuskan segala kedukaan
Tinggalkan segala kecintaan
Yang setanding cinta kepadaNya
Barulah kau mampu berjalan menuju
Yang Maha Tak Terbatas
Barulah kau mampu melepasi nafsu dan akal yang menipu

Moga moga kau mengerti
Rahsia perbuatanNya ada maksud tersendiri
Moga-moga kau fahami
Takdir dan kehendak Ilahi
Semuanya atas nama Asmaul Husna
Nama-namaNya yang baik lagi indah
Maka apapun yang didatangkan dalam kehidupanmu di dunia
Pasti adalah kebaikan dariNya......

[24/03 11:37 AM] Mae`lal: Uhu.. bestnyee
[24/03 11:37 AM] Mae`lal: Abah karangke?
[24/03 11:40 AM] Abah: tak..Guru abh yg karang
[24/03 11:41 AM] Mae`lal: YM ke..
[24/03 11:41 AM] Mae`lal: Mcm kene jeeee ngn situasi semass
[24/03 11:46 AM] Mae`lal: Kalau semua kita buat .. utk gapai cinta Allah

Camane dgn kasih sayang kita pada anak.. buangkan ke? Or tukar jadi lain
[24/03 11:52 AM] Abah: yg mailal fikir apa..
[24/03 11:53 AM] Mae`lal: Tktau nk explain
[24/03 11:54 AM] Abah: tapi faham tak..
[24/03 11:55 AM] Mae`lal: Apa YM tulis kat atas semua sy penah rasa.. fikir..
[24/03 11:55 AM] Mae`lal: Tp bila hati sedih.. nk recall balik tu susah
[24/03 11:55 AM] Mae`lal: Selalunye Allah akan bg signal..
[24/03 11:55 AM] Mae`lal: Utk igt balik
[24/03 11:56 AM] Mae`lal: Mcm ni la.. tiba2 abah htar
[24/03 11:57 AM] Abah: itu jerr lah jwpn dari jiwa dan keadaan mailal maaf bkn Ym tapi jiwa mailal yg beritahu kpd abh untuk abh jawabkan apa yg jadi masalah kpd mailai pd skrg ini...kut
[24/03 11:59 AM] Abah: abh ambil dan kumpulkan setiap petikan jiwa mailal yg mailal curahkan kpd abh..maka abh dpt lah jwpn nya bgmana cara mailal hendak atasi
[24/03 12:00 PM] Abah: mailal tau tak apa beza zikir dgn solat..?

March 17, 2015

THE DAY YOU BORN 18 JANUARY 2015 II



mmy tunggu ayah datang.
dia tak kasi masuk bilik tu sebab bilik equipment and labor.
mmy jahit kt situ je

ayah masuk. tengok bby.
ayah dah azan mase awak keluar...

ramai dah tunggu kt luar.
mmy nk jumpe aeyman
tp takleh masuk.
sampai kene tolak kt wad.

bonding ngn awak.. peluk awak. sayangg awak.

kt wad abng dtg... tengah happy happy sebab ade kawan
and opah bg byk toys

sayang abang. peluk and cium..

automatically mmy tengok abang dah jadi budak yg saaangat besar.
terus dia tanye mmy buat ape

mmy silap jawab
mmy susu adik.

dia jerit satu wadddd.... nangis2 kene bawak keluar
ayah takde
sian abg

diorang balik
sedara and kawan ziarah.. mmy duk je ngn awak

malam. mmy bonding
seronok
d best moment ever
tkde keje nak buat
takde orang
gelap
mmy ngn awak je
susu kan
belai-belai

mmy letak and peluk awak kt ketiak
bg susu...

letak kat cot











sampai la esok nye.. ayah datang
perang mulut taknak vaccine

discharge...

malam bond ngn awak kt rumah plak..
abg  tidur kat hall.

all this beautiful experience.

mommy bangga dengan diri sendiri mampu buat sorang2. syukur ya Allah. Dia mengajar erti kuat. erti bergantung.

..........................................


THE DAY YOU BORN 18 JANUARY 2015






17 Jan 2015
Hospital Ampang


Arrived at hospital 4 something
Doctor bising. kenapa tak induce.
kenapa check up KPJ and deliver sini?

mmy ckp takde org hantar. husband tkde. nk gi office pon tkde transport.
doctor diam.

pg tadi check doctor ckp bby tk engage. 1cm baru dilate. Check kt Mutiara.

Then kat hospital Doc VE lg, scan bby.
Doctor ckp, no need to induce. u dah bukak 3cm. i tolong besarkan.
terkejut mommy. Allah Mendengar!!
engaged satu hal. dah bukak satu hal.
That was my first VE!.

Doc suruh monitor CTG dlu.
so mmy turut.

Assesment room doc did CTG. ayah handle sape jage eyman.
mmy suruh ayah balik dulu amek beg.
dalam 20 minit doc suruh masuk wad.

diorang suruh duk atas wheeelchair. mmy tolak. tapi diorang insist jugk. procedure katanya.
(ape lah org nak jalan pon tak kasi)

mak ngah eyman dah standby mmacam kenduri kt rumah.

WARD - petang

duduk la mmy dalam tu..
Wad with 4 katil
sorang dah deliver, sorang tunggu masa, sorang keracunan makanan.

sampai dinner mommy telan.
selang dengan coklat.
kurang selera makan kurma.
ayah datang malam tu bawak barang mmy.
mmy tanye aeyman camane. rindu kt anak mmy. first time bermalam takde dia.
borak kejap.. ayah kene keluar wad. mak gad dah cot cet.
security guard tk kasi tunggu.
so ayah lepak kat surau, kt depan wad.
without charger!! okey? mmy nak bersalin dia takde charger!!!

mommy pon round round wad bersalin macam warden check hostel. jengah tu jengah ni.

11PM. 



mommy dah rase surge.
rasa nak berak tp tak leh.
mmy layan kat birth ball.
sway macam org mabuk. macam org high. senyum sorang2.
mmy menonggeng.
mmy baring sambil letak EO kt selimut, mmy bau bau clary sage.
induce lagi natural dengan basil kt point kaki.



nurse keep on datang check tekanan darah etc. tp kurang.
ada yang tanye puan menyangkung ke bila nampak mmy sit.

" tak. atas gymball" kata mmy. jeling.

each surge mmy ride dengan khayal.
swaying.
breath J technique.
visualise flower blossom
visualise awak slide.
visualise ombak bawak awak.
mmg membantu gymball nih.
sebab dia helping bby position their head. and permukaan lembut membantu mmy masa rasa nak berak tu. so tkde la yang atas katil tu rase benda tersekat kat bontot.

kalau dulu rasa nak berak mmy takut. tahan. siap doc bagi ubat berak lg.
padahal ni rasa surge. rahim tengah stretch.


time ni selang 5 minit. tp tak teruk.

few hours.
around 1-2pm dah bleeding. tp mmy tak call nurse. still layan.
darah tambah banyak skit.
mmy layan dalam toilet.
rase nk berak je mmy gi toilet..
(alhamdulillah takde org kerap ke toilet) i am the conquerer!!


3 AM



mmy rasa tak mampu dah. mmy tak tahan.
sakit. nk mintk induce. czer .. ape nak jadi jadi la.
nak mintk painkiller. segala bagai ubat.

whatsapp ayah. takde reply.
tak tahan sangat dah.

mmy gagahkan diri bangun.. ckp nurse mmy sakit.
nurse buat VE dah 5cm. mmy shaking sebab bilik sejuk.
masa buat VE mmy layan surge sambil nonggeng.
nurse suruh sit properly...
mase VE tu pon gigil2.

"puan duduk dlu ye.. labor room penuh lg..."
okey mmy harus terima.
camne pon kene ride this surge.

dari mana kekuatan mmy tak tau. mmy kate mmy can do this!!!

mmy layan the surge.
bila tak tahan mmy ckp ngn awak.
jap ye sayang.. mmy sakit.. tunggu jap.
awak dengar.. lame lepas tu awak turun balik.

mmy set mood macam kt rumah. mmy imagine.

datang lagi surge.
mmy layan
darah makin byk.. memancut
bila ngantuk mommy lelap kejap.
mmg bantal busuk n gymball la membantu.
dok bersandar kat katil.
try position lain tpi tak dapat bertahan lama.





mmy duk atas ball.. menonggeng..
gi toilet.
darah keluar byk mana pon mmy layan je. layan as in high
mulut senyum.

keep on tanye labour room ade lg tk.

sampai around subuh...
whatsapp with ayuni and mas.

azan subuh.
nurse dah datang bukak langsir.
mmy harap awak tak keluar waktu melawat. nnt camne nak tahan. nanti stress. nanti org ramai. so mmy pesan pesan.

mmg byk layan dalam toilet. sebab senang darah keluar.
layan kat katil. rase darah mengalir kt kain.
mmy pon tak tau mane datang keyakinan nak terus layan surge sendiri.

breath in as bg oxygen kt baby masa surge.
then breath out in J shape.
senyum senyum sway sway
J shape mmy bunyi haaaaaaaa..

terasa kepala awak dah ke bawah sangat time ni. dah tekan kt pelvic.

till 7-8AM ...
mmy ckp ayuni
mmy tak larat sangat.
bila nak abes
ayuni ckap around 9am keluar la tu
mmy tk sanggup...

ayuni ckp. the time u putus asa.. time tu la bby nak keluar.

Surge makin kuat
mmy sit on the ball
mmy borak2 ngn org depan
anak ape.. bila lahir.
oh okey.. jap..
mmy tutup mata.
buat bunyi
layan surge awak
senyum

sampai la time mmy layan surge kt atas katil smbil tonggeng
mmy tanye.. takde katil lagi ke .. bila nurse nak buat ctg
nurse ckp.. takde..
kalau kt labour pon puan takleh buat camni.

ye gak..

mmy sempat whatsapp ayuni.
dia pasang ctg
mmy tak tahan
dia kata takpe la.. mengiring pon boleh. sebab mengiring tu boleh tahan surge dari baring

dia tinggalkan mmy.
dalam kol 9 mmy rasa sangat awak nak keluar.
mmy sms ayah suruh masuk sambut bby.
mmy dh kelaur air mata
awak dah crowning

mmy dapat rasa tolak awak.. tp awak tk keluar.
ayah masuk
mmy ckp b.. sakit
ayah ckp jap.. nak gi toilet.. sambil betulkan tirai
mmy: B... bby dah nak keluarrrr..
terus ayah tinjau bawah. nampak kepala. en caul.

ayah panggil nurse.
kebetulan doc tengah round sebab kol 9 kt wad gynea.

masa ayah panggil tu la mmy breath out awak. mcm berak tak kesah dah ape jadi.
mmy lupe kene position all 4.
tengah abring tu mmy tolak
terasa awak keluar masuk.
mmy dah berserah. takut ape ape jadi pada awak
mmy pushh lg.. terasa awak dah keluar separuh
terasa ring of fire ..pedih kt situ
bila awak dah keluar skt mmy push lg
masa ni doctor sampai nurse sampai. buat bising tekejut bagi...

 and tarik awak.

nurse: nak pecahkan ketuban ke doc
doc: no need.. tk payah.
mmy: jangan.. jangan pecah..

ayah kate awak dalam kantung
alhamdulillah.
anak baik mommy.
baru dengar awak nangis. dengar bunyi mulut penuh air.
terus letak atas mmy.
tengok awak.. alhamdulillah syukurrr.... besar abang...

patut snap gmbr.

nurse nak basuh awak
mmy ckp jangan ..mmy nak susukan
mmy susukan awak. awak tk ppandai carik lagi.

sementara kene tolak naik atas tu.
mmy cuba lagi.
sampai la nak kene jahit.. diorang nak gk amek awak
mmy tau awak lapar.

mmy kene jahit 2 jam
doc kate sampai bontot.
tapi 1st degree je.

dah abes jahit dia tinggal mmy
mmy ckp nurse. nak anak sy dah 2 jam tak minum tu dia lapar
nurse pegi
lame tunggu takde lagi
mmy jeritttttt .. nurse .. nurseee. nurseeeee.
sampai nurse datg. dah nak 5 min panggil

anak sy lapar.. dah 2 jam ni"

sampai nurse ke tiga baru dia amek awak
baru dapat bonding ngn awak
bg awak susu..
sampai senyap.

dengar suara awak.
dari bilik nursery kuattttttt...



















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